December 2009
However!
This made me so happy :3
Me: To: the love of my life
From: derpwolf
Dear Tom STOP I hope you’re having a great day STOP I miss you like mad STOP I love you STOP See you soonish STOP <3
Tom: To: the love of my life
From: derpfox
Dear Maria STOP You’re so adorable I can’t even stand it STOP I miss you like crazy too STOP and I love you with all my heart STOP and I’m...
Holy goddamn cuntwaffles
My dad is driving me up the fucking wall
I can’t sit down and do anything for any extended period of time before he’s all like “HEY MARIA COULD YOU DO _________? THANKS.” And it’s all stuff that needs to be done anyway but
GODDAMMIT
LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE
Playing my new video game? I get disapproving stares until I cringe every time he comes near the room.
...
AND NOW I'M JUST CRANKY
The lazy bitch who was supposed to be working 8-10 isn’t showing up
I fucking hate her
If there’s a supervisor around she’s all like “Oh look at me do all the work! Look I’m signing up for like 40 hours a week even though we can’t do that! Look at me brownnose!”
As soon as there’s no supervision she’s eating food behind the desk, not putting...
I'm in a "let's screw everybody" mood
so I’m going to steal all the Chips Ahoy from the library staff closet.
Because I hate this goddamn place sometimes
and I like Chips Ahoy.
All this library does is remind me of how much a goddamn prick Josh is.
Who died and made you Jupiter? Get the stick out of your tight little ass, freak. Remember when you used to be my brother? My friend? Good fucking lord you used to be nice.
...
On an even nicer note,
my Christmas present rocked.
I have the best boyfriend EVER.
So he organized a LARP for me. I had to go through a series of tasks and riddles and a trading game to find keys for boxes that held more clues and finally my present.
I’ll write it out later when my high is gone from it.
But holy goddamn
I love him so much
I think the best part was assassinating Hilary in the Bison :D I did...
On a nicer note
today was a fine day to go for a drive and get lost.
This was after we found Tom’s car with a dead battery and a ticket. That was fun.
But we had to drive around and make sure the battery charged! So we went on Rt. 15 and then tried to turn around in New Columbia or whatever it’s called and got mildly lost… then got back on Rt 15… going the same way still xD
But then...
Angerangeranger
I am so angry all of a sudden.
So I was at Damon’s for Hilary’s birthday
and Kailea and I had to leave early for work and Tom drove us so that was fine but the goddamn service was so slow we never got our food WE WAITED FOR A FUCKING HOUR.
And I was sitting at the end and Carmen was in front of me and next to him was Jax and next to me was Tom so I was kind of sequestered
and ALL...
Aaand...
It’s go time
I’m so pumped
Pro-lifequality
I just read a pro-life rant.
While I’m normally calm about this, I can get really angry with closed-mindedness.
Pro-life? Fine, but for god’s sake don’t talk to me about it. What I do with me is my business. You say pro-life is about the quality of life? How about being raped and being forced to have a child? Will that improve your quality of life? Or even the child’s?...
Procrastinatinggg
How many songs total: 2523 How many hours or days of music: 5.5 days Sort By Song Title First Song: ‚à‚Ì‚Ì‚¯•P - from some anime I think. It’s a midi?? Hrm. Last Song: It’s nameless, but it’s Real Folk Blues from Cowboy Bebop. God I look like a weeaboo Sort By Time Shortest Song: Fish Catch - Twilight Princess Album - 0:03 Longest Song: Live at Dark Matter 2 - 1:57:36 Sort By...
I am so excited for Tuesday
Everyone’s been telling me how goddamn awesome my present is going to be and I CAN’T WAIT.
Tom is seriously the best boyfriend ever.
<3
I’m going to stop gushing and start studying for my 8am tomorrow @_@ fffuuuck
I'm not quiet, I'm just trying to think of witty...
(via lyssamae)
That’s when I start making boat noises and yipping and whispering “I love you” until I can’t say it anymore and then kissing you like mad <3
Wow
I feel so much better today.
Ugh, this whole MattGxKitty bullshit is driving me nuts, not because of them but because of how Tom gets… he really is quite immature at times.
Am I jealous? Sure I am. Seeing him get so angry over Kitty reminds me how much he still cares for her. Of course I’m jealous! And then MattG knows Tom is furious at him and yet he still comes out and just sits...
I AM WRITING A PAPER
It’s due at 10.
I have class at 9.
And my parents are picking me up at 7:30 for breakfast.
Ewwww
I have written 1 paragraph. It’s supposed to be 4 pages, which is ok but goddamn
GUESS I SHOULD WRITE SINCE I LEFT MY CHARGER DOWNSTAIRS D: FFFFFUUUU
Bold the true
I‘ve never watched Titanic. I’ve never read Pride and Prejudice. I’ve never been drunk. I’ve never played Laser Tag. I’ve never skipped in a public place. I’ve never sung at an inappropriate moment. I’ve never cried over a movie. I’ve never cried reading a book. I’ve never cried while watching a TV show. I’ve never owned a music player. I’ve never made a Twitter. I’ve never read anything by...
Why does Ery always sound like she's...
Oh man
I made so much noise last night xD ahahahaha
On that note, it is so nice to have a boyfriend who knows how to do boyfriendy things :3 That’s never happened to me before! Plus, him having a car is so nice… we snuck into someone’s backyard yesterday to cuddle by the river. It was frigid but so nice, listening to the silence of the cold river, punctuated by the echoing cries of the...
I said I was going to take a nap
But napping’s no fun when you’re not here
So I’ll wait the next couple minutes and then climb into bed and pretend I was asleep
When actually I was waiting for you <3
On boys
I have adored Tom since the first day of school
last year
And I saw him get close to Kristen
and I posited I could get his attention within a couple weeks. I’d done it before.
And then I came back after meeting Jeremy and saw him in the hall with her
outside my room, no less
just kind of leaning on each other
(it still makes me angry)
and I felt my stomach drop
through the floor
...
Thought session 2
Kelsi
Could you please
please
be happy that your boyfriend was intelligent enough to get accepted to do research at Brown?
Can you please
please
realize how selfish you are in making him stay here to study over the summer (which he is doing for you, lady)
JUST because you couldn’t handle the month and a half that he wouldn’t be around?
Could you PLEASE
PLEASE
just
stop
I...
So
will: i was in marias room for a few minutes by myself
did she say anything?
Regrettably, this is my first post. The rest of this will not be quite as… conflicted.
Should I have noticed something?
HOWEVER, that was the day when I let him go through my picture folder. I left him and Kiki in my room while I went to work.
Is that what he meant by “by myself?” Because Kiki was...